i thought i can keep my mouth shut,
but No . i never know how to
The toxic things. I don't know. I hate it. but i think i will never know how to get out from them.
The surrounding of my mind, my heart, brain, body,
it's all toxic. Darkside of me.
why?
i never know how to save or even restrain myself from them.
every now and then whenever something just keeping my nerves bursting out, i will never know how to restrain it or even keep my mouth shut
i just it was toxic
so damn toxic
i hate it so much
it just happens to me that i cant know how to endure this feeling or somewhat called be patient relax and calm No. its not me i don't know i really hate this i just
when this thing gonna end?
please
i hate for how long ever it still be in here.
i don't deserve this.
my friends, family, they will be gone forever if i keep this toxic dark side inside.
bleh, i never have them in the first place.
THIS. ALL THIS.
I HATE THIS
PLEASE
tell me how to let it out and go far away