I suggest here that please read post sebelum ni before u read this one or u wont get a full story bout ma life lol.
Assalammualaikum afterall.
So before i continue on my work journey, i nak story sikit bout my diploma life lah . currently listening to nervous by shawn mendes. so i guess diploma life is not so bad but so sad emotional and alone. like every night im crying bila teringat zaman my worse childhood memories.
hahaha . when u twenty, u start to thinking bout everything starting from ur parents. ur childhood memories.
u know what. when u growing up, u start to know and saw a lil not so bit bout ur parents attitude, your siblings life, and how ur childhood turns to. im the eldest afterall. so memang cabaran lah kan. so im crying everynight on ma bed 🛏 time i diploma dulu . haha what a sad life. and i tak pernah pergi kaunseling. that was ma first time i guess . i kena pergi kaunseling , that kaunselor saiko i cerita . i pun tercerita lah. and he said im trauma . what a horrible life ive been living lah haha. and then i pun sedih , i taknak balik rumah. mom pujuk balik okay i balik. and then i pun have a slow talk wif mom bout dad in ma room crying and all. and then mom pujuk telling me that no one is perfect. i need to accept the weakness of the person i love even its so damn hard. and i okay. i try.
so that was a lil campak balik bout ma diploma life, how i growing up from that. afterall, u have to be strong, be independent, responsible and more positive thinking and never overthinking and ofcourse be more matured! you are twenty two zara .
okay and then my work life! so parents asked me pergi mengajar dekat mana mana sekolah sementara jap. lol and then i worked dekat sekolah agama intergrasi khaira country homes. lol u must be guessing they called me ustazah right? lol damn u right! so i start teaching kids darjah 1,2,3 what a life hahahaha. they called me ustazah fatimah hahahahah i always wanna laugh my ass off bila teringat balik. ustazah rockers here kids! lol ustazah ma ass. so im teaching there.
sekejap je, dalam 3 bulan? 4 ? weh kenapa tak ingat hahaha n then i decided to work dekat aeon. ayah so against me working here. but after discussing here and there finally i get to work here. u kno what i sampai cari kerja dekat mall area kl and thinking bout sewa a room . i got one though, aeon mall shah alam dekat butik and also i got to rent a room too dekat condo area situ but then, nah im not working there. far away from home.
so i kerja je lah dekat f.o.s aeon rawang ni. i rasa better dari jadi promoter dalam aeon lol. so alhamdulillah gaji not so bad afterall u need to work hard to achieve something right. and then from working there i got so many experiences! from being so shy, not confident, i got my confidence back ! people always telling me like zara suka sangat senyum mesti murah rezeki selalu. i pun aminkan lol i pun taktahu kenapa i suka senyum! im so murah hati! dekat mana mana customer pun i senyum!
and then first time im working there, im so not confident to approach customer lelaki. weh i bukan berani sangat k. but then when im thinking that im working, so i beranikan diri jugak to approach. but! ada jugak customer kacau but they funny kay i pun takboleh jugak i mudah terhibur so i gelak je dorang buat kelaka haih i takboleh what a me .
so ada jugak customer tu selalu datang , second time dia datang, dia tanya awak dah kahwin belum? i kan tak sombong so i layan jela sambil buat kerja kang i tak layan nanti kata workers sombong well lagipun i tengah kerja kan so i layan la customer. pastu the berapa kali tah time dia datang, i jadi cashier time tu. dia nak pay, hahahaha i nak tegelak bila ingat balik.
i kan friendly , i pun cakap eh *macam buat buat kenal dia lah kan time dia nak bayar tu. at that time pulak supervisor dengan assistant ada kat sebelah i hahahah. so i just eh and then senyum and then weh, dia pun boleh pulak letak fon dia atas counter tu mintak number i hahahahahah i nak tergelak i taktahula pasal apa pastu i geleng geleng kepala je supervisor i dh pandang pandang assistant pun haha pastu i geleng geleng senyum je pastu dia cam ngeluh i cepat cepat buat pusing belakang and then dia blah hahahahahhaah . smpai sekarang i taknampak dah batang hidung dia weh haha.
tapi tulah cabaran lain datang. hahaha , but the best nya bila staff katsitu tak percaya bila i kata i dua puluh dua . dierang semua ingat i lapan belas weh baru lepas spm i pun apa lagi fefeeling muda lah kan. pernah i naik grab abang grab tu agak i umur berapa pun cakap i tingkatan berapa lagi hahaha the best of feeling younger lol. sebab fact i kecik kot, plus rendah hahahah. what a sad life .
and then banyak kali lah kan kena puji dengan customer said that i taknampak duapuluh langsung muka cam budakbudak so thats the best lah kan. lol tapi the worst nya bila i paling tua katsitu ada jugakla yang takhormat cam pijak kepala something tapi takdela kan mungkin perasaan i jekot.
haha and then , ha cabaran kerja katsitu? well sambung nanti.
love, zara 💕
