Well, Hello there.
well currently right now imma listening to romantic songs playlist oh so cliche
right here waiting for you well thats an old song , bosan pulaktu slow idontlikeit much but then the lyrics cam best.
so yeah what i talked about on my last post , cabaran eh? well not so cabar sangat. just get surrounded with new people and new hmm yeah everything new. so,
okay wait hmm what i am bout to story is these things already passed so nothing got related to me anymore including feeling and etc.
so bila kau dah start kerja, ofcourse lah u aim for the best kan. so u do your work with so much sincere and honesty and all. yeah u get to know more friends . and you realize again that hooman ni banyak ragam and macam macam kan.
so then the best part is when you get to know more chinese friends, from all different races lah kan. most of them are so nice, crazy silly and all like seriously love them. but then, the worst part is when u kena marah dengan orang atas. like me, i selalu kena marah dengan assistant lelaki tu , i mean he nice. but then when he start to get angry at u haih u dont know what else u can do.
like he want everything to be perfect. no mistake at all, well biasalah kerja kan. he so annoying but then it was my mistake afterall. and then pernah i macam tak layan after kena marah tu, buat buat saiko lah kan *well im such a bad ass , pastu dia panggil then i buat macam malas nak layan , then dia rasa tercabar lah kan. well fact bout me : i tak boleh kena tegur *such a worse tapi i cuba to get rid of that weakness of me i will try *sigh
and then dia cam bengang lah kan, dia panggil i. i pun pergi lah dekat dia , at first i buat muka kerek, arm crossed bukan cekak pinggang tapi arm crossed lol, like u peluk urself tu then dia tanya i kenapa apa semua, bla bla bla and then i okay first lah, i nak cakap yang i tak suka lelaki marah. like who are they nak marah marah *i mean not include my family lah , and then lagi lagi ni pulak stranger marah i kan lol takdelah stranger, my boss jugak *assistant lah, and then sebabtu i macam bengang jugak , dia ingat dia lelaki dia boleh nak marah marah perempuan sukati ? camtu? and then yelah kan, sebabtu i act kerek tu first first , then
after dia dah cakap cakap kan, i pun cam, okay i salah, i patut hormat dia, n dia cakap dia marah bukan saja saja n then tu pun salah i jugak n then, i takboleh kalau kena tegur plus kena marah kan soooo i pun ternangis depan dia, yelah after all u need to lower your ego right? so i pun nangis lah, and then i pun mintak maaf lah semua n then pastu dia cakap apa tau, dia cakap, äbang pun nak berair mata dah tengok zara nangis , i pun cam lollll tapi memang betul pun mata dia berair i nampak hahahha lawak la . and then i just minta maaf dekat dia and all then done,
start from that lah i start to work more like serious. i pun cam okay bila ada orang yang boleh encourage u to work more serious be honest like macam okay automatic u punya mindset pun macam okay aku kena kerja betul betul kalau tak kena marah or more like bila ada orang macam tu or u surrounded wif people like that, u akan be more like terpengaruh untuk work harder.
like kalau u surrounded wif people that is main main bila buat kerja, u pun akan be main main bila kerja kan ? ha camtu . so sekarang bila dia dah pindah to branch lain i pun cam tenang jugak lol but at the same time, i rasa macam dah tak serious dah bila buat kerja, like banyak salah. sebelum ni kalau dia ada , kalau salah banyak lah dia ajar but now macam dah takde benda tu so i be more like i buat i punya kerja u buat u punya kerja like dah tak more harder like always lah .
but then, i update mindset balik, okay i need to be more independent, kerja ikhlas and be more serious like always. lol
so thats a pit pat bout my work life, supervisor i tu indian woman . dia ni memang serious lah. like siapa yang nak kerja kat tempat i tu kan, actually u cannot borak at all. do your work . like bosan kan? tapi i ni bukan ikut rules sangat . so i be like always trying to make a silly joke when im with her. like banyak borak dengan supervisor i tu, pastu dia bukan jenis gelak or senyum sangat , tapi bila dia gelak time i borak ngan dia tu i rasa cam appreciated lah kan.
then ada satu masa tu, dia cakap u ni kan zara, i rasa u orang pertama dekat fos ni ,
cantik, rajin tapi jahat. u nakal tau , *banyak salah and all pastu dia cakap tulah nakal nakal pun tapi kalau kerja u buat okay takpe tapi ni kalau u buat salah pun takboleh jugak. lol n then i kan selalu main main , dia pun cakap to me , : i tak boleh nak buat apa sebab u punya attitude memang jenis happy go lucky so, *shrugging lol
pastu sometimes tu muka dia memang jenis serious tau sometimes i pun jadi affected macam aduh muka miss serious mesti mood dia tak okay i pun cam nak buat kerja pun takde mood lol. but then dia kata muka i memang macamnilah. lol tapi i tak boleh jugak nak terima bila orang muka serious serious ni haha.
i pun lagi tak boleh dengan orang muka serious, garang, bengis semua. i automatik akan takde mood bila jumpa orang macamtu lol. so please always smiling people. sebab aku pun jenis senyum punya orang .
so em, about feelings dekat staff sana ? well ill continue later.bye peeps.
love, zara :)